Today.
So woke up not feeling good because of my allergies, but that’s nothing new. Went to school, forgot my lunch so i was fucking starving the whole day. Then my locker kept jamming, so i was late to all my classes. Asked Anna to bring me a lunch, and what does she bring me..yogurt. How is yogurt gonna fill me up? I was already feeling light headed and didn’t feel good. I had an interview today after school at McDonalds for a job, and Anna was going to help me get ready for it, but since i was in such a bad mood i didn’t talk at all during lunch. Come to find out my mom actually made my lunch, so i got even more mad because i didn’t expect that from her, she usually always packs me a good lunch. So i flipped out on her, and i felt terrible after because thinking about it, it wasn’t really something that i needed to flip out about. She hasn’t talked to me really since I got home except for small talk, and her telling me and Anna to stop fighting. So Anna took me to my interview and i was so upset already and i asked her if she could give me any tips on what to say and such and all she had to say was “no, i tried at lunch, you’re alone on this one, grow up.” So walking into my interview crying, and of course you’re working, and you’re whispering shit to your coworkers the whole time while i was standing right there. So after having my interview, he told me i got the job and i just had to do training and than i could start. I really hate the fact that i have to be working with you soon. Guess i’m just gonna have to put shit aside. I got home, and all my mom had to say was how was your interview? I said, fine, i got the job. And she said nothing else, no good job Aim, no proud of you, nothing. Guess i just expected a little more. And to top all of that off, Anna has not stopped fighting with me since i got home. It’s getting to the point where i don’t even want anything to do with her anymore.
Last night
So last night i went to the car wash for the rink around 5, it was so cold but we all pulled it together. A lot of people came out to help, and we raised quite a bit of money. After we finished the last car, we all went inside to eat pizza, hot dogs, etc. After that we decided to sit in the middle of the rink and pray, and we even made Ladonna cry. She never knew how much that place meant to all of us. She never knew how much we love it, and how much we love each other, and that we would do anything to save it. We ended up having two great group hugs, and we even took her down on one of them. I’ve never seen her that happy ever. She ended up telling us that we still could have a shot of keeping the rink, and we all started crying. Happy tears, and sad because we wouldn’t know the outcome till later on in the week. So, we thought we would enjoy the time we have together now rather than not. We all put on rentals, and played games, took pictures, and even more. Just being surrounded by all of them, makes me a better person, and actually makes me happy. That place is my home away from home, and they are my rink family. I don’t care what anyone has to say about it. It was the best night I’ve had in forever, and i’m glad i can say it was with those people, because those moments and those people will never be forgotten. “It’s not goodbye, just a see you later”
